warm winds blow
from Southern climes
to seek a brand new start

bringing songs
that had no rhymes
until they touched your heart

now, they are locked away
in the constructs of time
deep within
forbidden places
somewhere in my mind

I still feel their flutterings
I know the peace
that they can bring
the joy that they embrace
when ere they hear
you sing

maybe,
on the weekends,
the ones where I’m alone.
where the sound of a mote
hitting the floor
echos as if a stone.

where the silence roars it’s presence
as a ringing in my ears,
filling my head with fire
as I’m counting off the years

that seem to drop as petals
off flowers never sent,
missing minutes, missing hours,
I wonder where they went.

were you supposed to fill them
in another time and space?
for they remain unfilled,
though I hold out
just in case.

I recall
the colour of morning
as scented wisps of breeze
that wrapped around my body
then brought me to my knees

I recall
the colour of morning
as something undefined
linens damp with us
our bodies then entwined

I recall
how it felt
to be kissed

as you lay
upon me
like the morning mist

diaphanous,
ephemeral,
fragile

as morning light
illuminated
the beauty of your smile

I recall
the colour of morning
in misty shades of  blue
a taste of melancholy
reminding me of you

My mother told me that the first time she read Portnoy’s Complaint she wept and, at the time, I couldn’t understand why. It’s not a sad novel. But, of course, as I got older I understood. One cries not because it is sad but because it is true, and no matter how funny he is, reading Roth always leaves one a little devastated.

Emma Brockes, a novelist and Guardian columnist

I lived for
Summer evenings,
as you
walked across my lawn.

picking your way
through the flowers,
as I watched
through curtains drawn.

swaying as if you
were
most surely
one with them.

a golden haired beauty
placed
atop
a long and slender stem

just to watch you,
a privilege.
beauty set
in motion.

I was but
a beleaguered boat
but you,
you were the ocean

you, a gift,
Poseidon”s only daughter.
here to touch my heart
and rock me on the water

before the hour
comes to pass
when my sun
no longer rises

when the final
grain of sand
falls through
the glass
and we shed
all our
disguises

before there is
no tomorrow
and the minutes
fail to see

the drifting
of the sorrow
as it floats away
from me

before my eyes
will open
to the glory
of your smile

I think that we
shall lie in bed
and cuddle
for a while