u lived above
the fire escape

u insisted

u scoped the entire building out

u walked around it
twenty six times

climbed that fence
and got your coat caught
and hung there yelling

i laughed till i cried
then cut u loose

“u see! ” u yelled
“that is y i need
my escape plan”

i remember thinking.
though I never knew why,
it just happened.

synapses fire
0f their own accord
forming questionable
connections.

creating an alternate
world that does not
seem too inviting.

but
as fast as I can blink
my mind begins to think.

sentience,

weird.

not quite sure
when I got lost
but
I’ve no doubt
that I never had
a clearly defined
idea
as to where
I was supposed
to be going
no voice
that said “turn right”
no voice
that said “stay still”
no voice
that said “hold tight”
no voice
that said “I will”
and ever meant it